Today was not good.

first off, i didnt really get any worthwhile sleep last night, because i had two nightmares. Before now, i cant remember the last time ive ever had one. (well, thats not entirely true, i remember once else that was somewhat recent i suppose). I cant remember what the nightmares involved, but i definitely had them.

Well, homework is not my problem, its the fact that i need to keep a positive outlook regarding it thats the difficult part. Quite frankly, today its hard to keep a positive outlook when your behind in school, arent getting along too well with most of your friends, having little decent sleep, and your family is always pissed at you.

Not trying to be negative, in fact im trying to be more positive, but its just not a realistic proposition at this point. Ill keep trying, but i doubt i can keep up a facade even with the stuff going on. Caught myself a few times today that prolly saved me a good deal of stress from pissing people off, so i suppose that is good. Only other good things off the top of my head is that in german, we are doing something pretty simple and my DBQ in A.P. US History i thought was easy (only i didnt use the documents given so ill lose points there, but at least i finished it in time.)